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What Can You Do On Your Worst Days?
My worst day so far in 2020, but it’s a lot prettier than most of my days in 2019 because of my internal transformation.
When I say 2019 is my year of internal transformation and 2020 is the year I fly, I truly mean it.
As I’m writing this blog post late at night having just came back from my part-time job, I’m not feeling terrible.
My day, however, was catastrophic.
I didn’t go to bed that late.
I went to bed at 11–12 at night after reading for a little bit. I was totally fine when I went to bed.
However, I had nightmares later on in the night.
At around 3 in the morning, I woke up after dreaming about getting 40% as my final Social Studies grade and I couldn’t fall back asleep.
I got up, went to the bathroom and then laid down in bed staring out my window thinking about my nightmare.
I wasn’t thinking so much about the 40% as I was thinking about the potential consequences and my emotions regarding school.
I know, I know, I talk a lot about how much I hate school.
Right now, I have a flimsy facade. I have applied to various universities and am yet to hear back from them.
